Mixed Emotions

2010-07-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

Hey!Hey!Kay,so my blog's kinda dead.Well i just didnt feel like updating.BTW,My blog is just meant for pouring out my feelings.LOL.So currently my not so wonderful life SUCKS.

(Verse 1)I keep on fallin'... in and out of love with youSometimes I love ya, uhh, sometimes you make me blueSometimes I feel good, At times I feel usedLovin' you darlin', makes me so confused
[Chorus]I keep on fallin', in and out of love with you I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you
(Verse 2)Oh Oh, I.... never felt this way How do you give me so much pleasure,cause me so much pain,'Cause when I think I'm taking more than would a fool I start fallin' back in love with you.
(Chorus)I keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you
(Bridge x2)Oh babyI,I,I,I'm Fa-a-allin'I,I,I,I'mFa-a-allin'Fall,fall,fa-a-a-allin'
(Chorus)I keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' youI'm fallin', in and out of love witha you I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' youI'm fallin', in and out of love witha you I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you

Sori for the late opst:D

2010-02-22T00:34:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!Sori for the late late late post.I'm really sori.I've just been too lazy to blog.I will put up my tagboard asap kays.Anyways 2010 is kinda crapped up.I dun like it at all.I think this year is worse than last yr but lets see how it goes.Hopefull it gets better.Skuls fun becoz of Nadra and Cindy.They are always there to make me laugh.Love u guys many many.Ohh yeah i changed my blogskin.I think its quite nice leh.But tts just my opinion.I just realised tt the month of feb is gg to end sn.Tts fast huh?Aniways i gtg,go geog test tmrw.Need go study.I will try to faithfully update my blog kays?xoxo,Petrina

2009-12-13T18:57:00.000-08:00

Camp was to the maxly fun!!!Like to the max.I wish it had lasted longer.I miss doing diaos wid Bernard and miss all the kids calling me jiejie......the last nite of camp was especially fun coz we are all cracking up and laughing lyk there's no tmrw.....The youth leaders were all doing retard stuff.....we so were'nt acting our age.With greg scaring abt sum ghost sitting at the blue chair and A complaining abt feeling so exposed and the rest of us laughing suer loud even when the kids were sleeping and did i tell u tt i feel super excited for idk wad reason except for my occasional mood swings.Kk.......post getting too wordy.TTYL:)

2009-12-07T04:32:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps.....i noe i've nt been blogging for long.Been pretty lazy.Anyways i so cannot wait for xmas.Gg for camp this wed to sat......cannot use comp....and did i tell u i love fosie so much.He totally rocks:D.Ohh ya fyi S i am nt as heartless as u.Aniways i noe this post is the boring......so i'm gg away....Bye:)

2009-11-05T19:48:00.000-08:00

Hey ya!I'm bac.Sori for the late late post.I've been too lazy to blog lah.Anyways EOY results were okay.My parents were happy which is a gd thing.I went malaysia ystd and had a pedicure.Hols are kinda okay luh.Gt bangra class,then need to do stuff for pre school.Ohh yya did i tell u tt i so love the 7 oclock drama welcome home my love.Jianing and Adam Chen lk so cute together.I'm kinda random today coz i'm bored atm.I'm thinking if i shld msg A anot.We are lyk drifting apart.BTW,A is a girl uhh nt boy.Dun get the wrong idea:p.I dun noe wad to blog alrd.Bye Bye

Are we drifting apart???

2009-10-16T02:11:00.000-07:00

WooHoo......exams are over!!!Aft studying and studying finally its over.i didnt go out todae.I feel veri dead leh.Anione wan go out wid me.I cldnt go out wid my dalrings cuz they had skul.Sad huh?Aniwaes tmrw's deepavali i so cannot wait.This weekend is kinda busy.Sat deepavali visitation.Sundae its my family gathering.I so cannot wait can.I really wanted to go and see the deepavali lights bt ohh well cldnt coz it was near my exam tym.Suppose to go todae bt then my mum said tt it wld be super crowded.So yeah....haven seen it in two yrs.Prob nxt yr will c.I love love shahid kapoor to bits.He's so HOT.Ohh ya i have gotten over tt stupid brainless loser cousin of mine.U noe wad he said?I'll be there for u.It must like wat the joke of the yr.I was so stupid to believe u JERK.Even though we are related i really hate u ALOT.U noe tt dae i went to this birthday party.It was to celebrate tim's tata's 85th bdae.At tt point of tym i really felt pretty sad coz i was just thinkin if my tata was arnd he will be lyk 82 yrs old.I so wanna go to the cemetry.I miss my tata and paati so much.If onli they were here my life wld be so much better.

2009-10-07T02:22:00.001-07:00

I just decided to blog coz i feel so dead.I just revised finish.Taking a brk frm all those stressful stuff.Have u ever had a cousin hu wld believe this girl hu says all kinds of lies abt u and decided nt to talk to u cz of her?Well i just have.And it sucks big time.Just coz she's pretty does'nt mean she's nice.Y u such a blockhead?She may lk a angel bt she's nt.Wen will u gt this into ur head.I really really feel lyk knocking some sense into u.I noe we are nt close.we c each other onli at imp meetings but we are still cousins.BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER LAH JERK!I shld'nt have told u anything abt me.I guess u wld have told her everything by nw and i hate u for tt.Oh god,help me pls.And u gal,i am nt done wid u.If i cld speak to ur mum again i will tell her all ur despicable acts.Y do u even try to separate me frm my frens.It wont work lah.U think u gt big mafia frens i scared.Dream on lah girl.Ur frens may have older frens bt hu cares lah?Prob between me and u.U bring others in for wad?I'm just waiting for EOY to finish and well tts wen the game really begans.life in 104 has been getting better.i kinda enjoy it actually bt i hate mt.Aniways i hate to admit this bt i kinda lyk my class nw.maybe coz surrounding me are a grp of jokers.Thanks guys for making me day.I so cannot wait for EOY to finish.Gonna have so much fun.I will prob blog aft EOYs kay?

2009-09-09T18:13:00.000-07:00

Life's getting worse dae by dae.Too many things have been happening lately.Do guys alwaes have to listen to their girlfriend even though she is lying.Arrghhh....i am so freaking angry wid him.JERK I really hate u.Cheater.Aniiwaes my wonderful bro is gg army tmrw and i am gonna miss him so much.Ystd we went for this N6 Cluster thing.It was so fun.I wish i can transfer to YCK.They ppl there are like so fun.I mean lyk the indians lah.I shld lyk have put tt as my 2nd choice instead of Deyi.I wish lyk N6 Cluster wld happen like twice a mth.I thoguht it was gg to be super boring. but i dun regret gg for it.Todae gt drama.I dun feel lyk gg.I just gt no mood.Maybe coz i am kinda sad tt my bro gg NS.Its ok i shall nt think too much abt it and just wait for Hari Raya to past.Tts wen my bro can come out.WOOHOO!!!My post is getting too wordy.TTYL:)

2009-09-06T20:01:00.000-07:00

Hey!I'm bac.I deleted most of my previous posts.Thought it was full of crap.Anywaes on Sat was Rachel's bdae.Went out then aft tt went to meet Pamela.Jalan Jalan dun noe where all.On fri Pamela came to Deyi.Guides was kinda rough on fri.Yeah...she came coz she wanted to sound tt bitch.Unfortunately she went bac hm alrd.And like wat the hell lah i did'nt noe my gd fren wld ever lie to us.Nobody's gonna look down on u for getting bad grades rite?Ystd Pamela and Na Na came over to my hse.Then slacked for awhile.Then go chong pang buy things coz my cousins were coming over.Bought snow ice.So delicious.Wen my cousins came over we played bomb bags then another game.Dun noe wats it called.Ending here:)

Dear .....,

I heard wat happened to u.I noe wat u are gg through in life is nt easy.Just dun give up kay?We will alwaes be behind u.Never letting u walk alone.I may still be angry wid u but aft hearing wat u are going through.My hatred towards u is gone.Get well soon kay?

xoxo,
Petrina

2009-09-02T02:09:00.000-07:00

Have u ever met a grp of ppl hu talk bad abt u infront of u?They are like the dumbest ppl on earth.Fuckers.So nw i kinda hate my class.I mean like everyone is ok except for these few ppl.Aniwaes enough abt those fuckers they no brain.Bodoh lah all of u.Skul has been pretty slack.I so wanna go bac to mcs.Wen i went there i was lyk OMG I wanna come bac.Maybe in future i become a teacher in tt skul.LOLS.Aniwaes gtg:)

2009-09-01T02:14:00.000-07:00

Teacher's day hol super boring.Suppose to go cycling but it was raining.Anywaes todae smth funny happen over the fone.Then aft tt i smiled to myself coz i thought of the fone incident then my bro was lyk y u smiling to urself'?At tt moment i really wanted to lol.Anywae this post is random and short:)

2009-08-31T04:42:00.000-07:00

Life's getting better.And i hope tt it will continue to get better.Well...my bro gg army on Sept 11.Cannot c him for so long.I am kinda sad lah.I nvr told him tt i am gonna miss him but he noes tt i am gg to miss him.All the best ANNEH:)Anywaes,i did'nt go skul todae.My tamil class reunion was AWESOME!!!I found out tt u are nt angry wid me.I am sori i cld nt come todae.Heard tt u were angry.SORRY:)I will try another time.I dun feel lyk gg to skul this week.Damn lazy.Maybe part of it is coz my bro gg army.No mood to study.I haven been studying which is actually a bad thing coz YEE coming alrd.I MUST STUDY!!!I upload the reunion pics soon kays??

2009-08-25T03:37:00.000-07:00

Today i have decided to talk abt racism.U noe i just realised tt S'pore is NT A MULTI RACIAL COUNTRY.I have a teacher.She's is so .....She asked if indians were dark becoz they eat curry?Dumb rite?She is lucky ahhh...i told sum ppl and they got really mad.She lucky they nt in her class.Nt all indians have an indian accent tt all of u use to make fun of.U think funny ahh?Just u racist ppl watch out.U think we dirty u even dirtier.Tamilans rule if u did'nt noe tt.Some of u'll aiya dun wan say wait u'll get hurt.Some ppl even idiotic say cannot say indians in the dark.Fuck u ppl hu say tt.I have decided o stop talking abt this issue.No offence to anyone hu's reading my blog.

2009-08-21T03:15:00.000-07:00

I failed my math test like wth!I can't do inequalities.Like so bloody hard lah.Anyways i am grateful tt this wk is over but i also dun wan nxt wk to come.I really dun feel like doing anything.Ok wait maybe i do.I feel like gg to the beach to star gaze.Anyways will be ending here.

Dear .....,

Wat am i?A toy?U feel down u use me then aft u are okay u discard me.Its nth for u.But it hurts u noe.I was so bloody dumb to believe all tt u said.I thought u wld get over her.I believed u but u ended up betraying me.I still regard u as my gd fren and i am still waiting for ur call.WHERE ARE YOU?

xoxo,
Petrina

2009-08-19T03:37:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

2009-08-17T04:26:00.001-07:00

Hey bitch!
You are so stupid.Talk bad abt me rite infront of me.Dumb bitch.

2009-08-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

Ok i am so gonna fail my math and sci test.So difficult.Anways this wk has been pretty grt.Except for todae we did drills like mad.My legs were aching so much just now.Actually at least ours nt tt bad.NCC wan worse.There are a few ppl in this world tt onli are close to their parents coz of the inheritance moni.I thought he was a gd guy.Did'nt noe he wld change.Y do guys listen to their wife's everytime.Even if u love her there must be a limit.She say dun take care of ur mother and u also like one bodoh go listen to her.WTH CAN?U noe wat wen ur parent has left this world dun come and c her k?She is sick and u children of hers can't even come and c her.FYI,ppl its a major illness for goodness sake.Serioulsy i wonder how come i have got this can of ppl in my life.She's been asking where all of u are.U ppl serioulsy better watch ur bac.Ohh ya and she is trying to make up for the mistakes she did to me.Tmrw gonna go for youth service.Pamela's coming.FUN!

Life has'nt been getting any better.

2009-08-13T04:54:00.000-07:00

Gonna fail math test.super hard.I so dun wan go skul tmrw.2.30 to 6.30 drills.Sumore full U.If i had a chance i wld switch cca.To PAYM club.Anways.Life has'nt been getting any better.Which totally sucks.Pamela told me this super gd news.I wld have hugged her if she was rite beside me.U small fry just wait for Pamela to come.Ur bitchness is gonna END.

Dear M,

You have changed.U may nt realise it.But i do.Wat's up wid u?Suddenly so close to us.U feel guilty ahh?Everytime ur world revolves arnd them.There's smth abt ur gd fren tt i have'nt tell u.U think she is nice and sweet.Well she is nt.U will sn come to realise wat i am talking abt.U must be wondering y i am nt as close to u as i used to be.Well reflect on urself and u will noe y.Once u have sorted out ur thinking.Let me noe.

Petrina

Well yeah just felt lyk blogging this thing to her.Dun even noe if she will read it.GTG:)

2009-08-11T03:40:00.000-07:00

Maths sucks BIG TIME!!!I seriously cannot understand math.Ohh ya as u can c in my previous posts my timings has smth wrong.I can't get the new chapter on math.IDK Y.Todae i saw her but i did'nt even talk to her.I was busi the whole of todae and i did'nt even wan to talk to her.But it won't have any fucking effect on her coz she obvioulsy has those bitchy frens.If u are reading this well grt.I love my new tamil teacher.She is so much better than the previous.She is so not BIASED.Tt's how teachers shld be.But sum are just pure biased.I wish i cld go bac to nursery where i will have so much of fun.Tmrw's mt.Kinda fun.But i dun wan see her face leh.Nt onli me,Sarah also.K.GTG:)

2009-08-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

I can't upload pics.I dun noe y.Stupid blogger.Anyways ystd super funny during ndp parade.Mark anneh(older bro) came over to our hse.My dad said smth then mark anneh also go believe.Ystd was so fun.S pore idol power lah.My life has been getting worse.Ok wait except for the skul part.My friendship prob has been getting worse.I am wondering how to tell her tt there's smth wrong wid her.But i did it once to someone else and i felt super guilty.But its like everyone dun like her and i am lyk her gd fren.Actually nt anymore coz she got those bitches as her frens.So watever lah.I finally did my math hw.As in all the qn.I usually go skul and copy those tt i dun noe.I shared blog with Jeanna but then i realised tt i had my own blog.So decided to use this one.K bye:)gg causeway point noe.

xoxo,
Petrina

2009-08-07T05:52:00.000-07:00

New blogskin:)